I’ve been quiet this week. I know it may appear I think out loud on my blog but the reality is I’m an internal processor.
I need time and …..
space.
I need IT to hear my soul.
I need IT to listen to Gods voice.
I need IT to rest.
I need IT to process pain.
I need IT to assess the relationships in my life.
I need IT to make sure I don’t lose
IT.
Are you an internal or external processor?
Do you know what IT is that replenishes you?
Is it possible to be both internal and external processor? I need to ruminate on something for a bit, then I have to talk about it to finish the process. I need solitude for any of that to happen.
Great question.
I’m not an expert but….
I think we are wired….one way or the other.
sounds like you are internal…..
Make sure you are getting the solitude you need.
Hey Buddy,
Thanks for the prayers. I cant tell you how much that means to know that you were praying too. Be blessed and I pray that God moves powerfully in your weekend experiences today.
Mike
Pastor Buddy,
I’m definitely an internal processor. I keep everything inside. What replenishes me is hearing you speak every week about God the way that you do – you are an amazing person who so genuinely loves God and people – You have helped me to understand God’s word like I never have before. One of the greatest messages that has helped me through things is when you said that we can give all our worries to God because he cares for us deeply and that with God, all things are possible. The awesome music at NC also replenishes me. Thank you for coming to the Northeast – you are helping so many people – God has truly blessed us with you!!
Donna
Buddy:
I am an external processor. However, I would like to be more internal…sometimes bein external is hard because you blah blah blah – but I often do not have a lot of time to think things out. Although I did a lot of mental processing after the sermon today. I too am a leader of sorts… I have a lot of cticis and this past week was such a hard week for that. I took it all on and felt horriblke and pain for the criticism I have been getting – most just plain negativity and competition. It hard not to internalize negativity and not join in. I too need to remember that this i what God is calling me to do and he is the only one who may judge me. We missed you today and hope and pray all is well – but Brian Howe brought it on like Donkey Kong !
Donna said it for many of us. We stand with you and uphold you in prayer. We are all in this together and we need each others support. We are here for you as we know you are here for us. Thank you for being faithful to Gods call on your life….
Hmmmmm!!I guess I am more external. However I am learning the internal way of life. I sometimes jump the gun and say things without thinking. Yup and it has gotten me in trouble. Although I am the type of person who will speak up for what and who I believe in(somethings wont change). I have been learning how to deliver my thoughts and feelings with more coolth. For the first time in my life I can say… that NC replenishes me. Buddy I have been through so much in the last several months. I know that many many times I have wondered how I can take anymore. Then I go to church and all my questions seem to get answered!?! Buddy has truly turned my world around. I look forward to spreading joy, I look more toward the positives. What a wonderful thing! Keep it up Buddy! You are awesome! As Brian was this weekend! Thanks Brian!!
Thankyou Pastor Buddy, I would like to Honor you today and everyday since I have started coming to Northway Church. I am alive again! I have been through alot in the last few years. When I came to Northway I was broken. Now through the Grace of God and your sermons I realize what my life means to me. So Thankyou, Thankyou Thankyou! Keep up the Great work and Know that you are reaching more people than you can imagine. I Love Life and I Love the Lord. P.S. I hope you enjoyed your eagles Hat and Towel I made you. Darlene
Pastor Buddy, thank-you for being so open and vulnerable in expressing what YOU need! You give so much to others, your family, your church, and I’m sure alot of your congregation outside of church; You put your heart and soul into everything you do. It is wonderful to hear that you are seeing some of your needs also; we all need ‘balance’ in our walk with God, not just give, give,give. We are servants of God, however, we can’t ’serve’ Him if we are burnt out. Way to go!! Sometimes you ’spoil’ us and we want more, more, more. I pray others realize what you are conveying. I respect that you need support form others as you have been supportive. God knows you need it too. He Will Give You Rest.
I have always been an external processor.. forever talking, venting, verbally spewing forth my fears, thoughts and pain. More than once it has come back to bite me.
Now instead of verbalizing my internal turmoils, I keep it inside.
I think keeping it inside lessens it… but there is a sadness that the places I had used to externalize my pain and the people I would vent to.. weren’t there for me as I needed. Nothing will change it.. I know the truth..
Thank you for being who you are.
Mike, Thanks for the prayers….keep us posted on your bro. We love you guys!
Donna, There is nothing that can compare to Gods House and His Word to encourage us. Thanks for your encouraging words….Gods best to you.
Lisa…keep getting refreshed. Keep leading with diligence. Make sure you have good people around you that have your back. So glad Brians message hit home… like Donkey Kong….I love that!
LAV, Back at ya….see you soon!
Tifany, You are a blessing….keep your zeal for Jesus….there is nothing like Gods House!
Darlene, Thanks for your kindness….I appreciate it….thanks for the eagles stuff…love it!
Audrey, Thanks for your prayers and support….Gods best to you Audrey!